surrender than victory comes

 surrender then victory comes

is a very big concept I could write about

but easier to talk about

but as my tinnitus is off the chart

and i've been putting a jigsaw together all week

i'm tired , so i'll retreat to the sofa behind me 

with the sun coming through

Predestination and Bread Crumbs

and big reveals

and stumbling by accident into the right answer

after so many red herrings

am i talking in code

Roger Burton used to say i did

its too complicated to explain 

and i need pain killed for my shoulder

so i'll stop

BUT I do know the answer is

from South America

and maybe Our Lady of Great Success

connection

to be revealed when I know myself

Confused

I've been living inside a jigsaw all my life

NO not MAD

you have to view the Tapestry from the right side

Padre Pio and Frassati are having field days with me

read all 3,000,000 words to find the answers

I 'm not going to spoon feed you

surrender then victory comes