Just the Way you Are ©
By Michael Casey
What have Barry White and God got in common? They love us just the way
we are. During my Tinnitus time, my mind wanders and between prayer and profanity,
staying awake all night is no joke. Though if you remember your Bible, the disciples
fell asleep, I am so jealous of them. Strangely right now the hiss seems to have lessened, as if the tide has gone out. My left ear always goes
deaf too, every time I shower, if it were my left foot it would not matter, but
hearing does.
So, as I look in the mirror of my imagination, what do I see, a George
Clooney look alike, or the Elephant Man? Well sniff, and don’t scratch, and
make your mind up. Though a workman did just barge into the toilet, so he’ll be
making his own mind up. A twirking Michael Casey, with a bum bigger than Beyonce’s
or am I just an Elephant Man? Sniff and don’t tell, thankfully this is not
cinema.
Which brings us back to my hairy back, my stained left shoulder, with a mass of hair on it. During the Mass God sees
all, and as I said before he Loves Us, just the way we are. Even if we stop
talking and slap on the Movelot, on that very same shoulder, because we are about
to curse in pain. And yes I’ve just done that, curse my pain, and Tinnitus is
torture in the night, so that brings lots of things. But when Barry White
sings, that can be a cure for everything. I’ve just turned him on, not
literally, he’s a MAN, a very big MAN, but Ladies and Angels too, he’s in Heaven
singing.
And God doesn’t want me blocking the view of the Stage, so despite my
pleading, God wants me to stay, here in Birmingham while Barry sets the stars Rocking,
while I’m like a blind man lost my way. So will the Tinnitus disappear fully
and properly, will I get a big Grace, who knows but Big Grace is the dinner
lady with all the moves, who always dances in red shoes. Not as graceful as a
ballet dancer, but when she twirls as she dishes out the food a cheer goes up, big Grace knows God’s love.
And when she sings, people stop eating their dinner in the school canteen, a
voice of an Angel.
So that’s her and that’s me. We are all different as Joan in the Print
room used to say, and God loves us any which way. So never be hard on yourself
if you feel the mirror doesn’t match the way you want to be. Reality is what it
is, yes we can tweak and we can twirl, but just be kind to yourself, try yes,
but don’t let trying lead to crying. God can’t help himself, he loves us just
the way we are. Move over Clapton, God’s on guitar.
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